Today my hip hurt from that fall so i didnt run. Strains/ pulls like what i have take two days, so im taking 3 to be safe. I pooled today and forgot that im going to my dad's house, and i called him to tell him im not coming so of course he guilt trips me and now im upset about that. He doesnt even have food over there and its boring as hell, why the fuck would i waste gas to go be bored and hungry? Today i found out my grades suck so im gonna have to work on that. Lifes being tough but im still not as depressed as i was when i didnt have a reason to be. My happy surge is still going somehow right now. I am a confused guy, i never know what i want out of any situation or how to get it if i figure out what i want, and if i do figure it out, im usually wrong and think some more which ends up in more confusion. Heres what i know: i need a girlfriend, my grades suck, im slower than i want to be, our team has good pack time, i dont masturbate enough and other odds and ends. It is safe to say this was the most random entry ive done, and the entry which varies the most in my mood. A few weeks ago i felt like a zombie, now i feel like a dumbass.

¶ 6:04 PM

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